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[gategrrl]

I think this'll be the last thing I'll post about Goldy; otherwise I'm going to be seen as milking it, and I'm not. Things'll be fine, and then, we'll order pizza and we have to remember not to put a crust down in a nonexistent bowl on the floor for him; or if I take the chicken pieces out of a Trader Joe's salad there's no dog to give it to. It's the little things that hurt the most. Or I'll swing my hand down where he usually would lie down near me, and realize too late that he's not there to pay attention to.

Going to Pet Orphans over the past week has helped, I guess. It's helped Mermiad more than me, I think. She'd get very anxious and upset at me if she even thought I was trying to delay her going there to hug, pet and cuddle the dogs there (and oh my, some really really cute dogs there I'd take home in a minute, if I really felt I/we could handle another dog right now).

Thanks for bearing with me.

Comments

[ldyanne.livejournal.com]

It's what we're here for. You take all the time you need. Goldy was a part of your life for so long, you take the time you need to to remember and celebrate him.

[gategrrl.livejournal.com]

Thanks, LadyAnne.

I hope things are going okay on your end.

Heh, if you want (take a look at the pictures in the next entry from 6/21), give me a list of things you'd like on a page, what size (if you want to print it out) and a saying or motto or quote you'd like on it. I'll see what I can come up with. Think of it as a gift.

[ldyanne.livejournal.com]

That's so lovely. You don't have to, but... my favorite saying is Dance Like Nobody's Watching with dancers and dance related items. I'm not really much of a dancer anymore, but ren fest dancing used to be my favorite thing!

[gategrrl.livejournal.com]

You got it!

I'll do my best. I might even do more than one. ;)

[ldyanne.livejournal.com]

I'm sure I'm going to love whatever you put together!